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intro // valéria @1NTRO@mastodon.hermitcollective.net
May your optimism be based in realism, and your pessimism totally unfounded.

roses are red, diamonds are blue
I wanna look at the night sky with you

Estradiol is a monoid in the category of estrogenfunctors.
Location Utrecht, The Netherlands
Birthday 2002-12-12
Pronouns She/They (EN), Zij/Die (NL)
Neurodivergent? I am neurotypical to myself.
Gender Female with a body that disagreed from birth
Pronouns she/they
Itch.io https://1ntro.itch.io
Hotel? Trivago
Author Found dead in a ditch under suspicious circumstances
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intro // valéria @1NTRO@mastodon.hermitcollective.net
1y
She said she was my number 1 fan. Helped me feel a lot cooler.
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1y
I lost my glasses in a library, but with rigorous searching, I found them.

It was by the book.
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1y
I made a big storm yesterday, but some other wizard claimed it for themselves. They're stealing my thunder.
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intro // valéria @1NTRO@mastodon.hermitcollective.net
1y
Re: re: loneliness Yesterday, I said "I think the source of my loneliness is a difference between my expectations and reality. Apart from my obsessive behaviour that is slowly pushing away the people around me, of course."

This might be true. But a part of me fears it isn't true. And that the truth is actually way, way worse.
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intro // valéria @1NTRO@mastodon.hermitcollective.net
1y
@hertog I disagree, but I'm willing to hear you out
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1y
companies name beauty products by opening a thesaurus and picking random words, I swear
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my fedi account password @nugget
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I went to a second hand store. Kinda pointless really. I already have two hands.
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I recently went to the gym for the first time. Once I got there, I was too anxious, and immediately left. That didn't work out.
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intro // valéria @1NTRO@mastodon.hermitcollective.net
1y
I turned on numlock and tried to type some numbers, but there was no reaction.

It was a numbpad.
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Re: loneliness I think the source of my loneliness is a difference between my expectations and reality. Apart from my obsessive behaviour that is slowly pushing away the people around me, of course.

How is it that I want to be so close to others, but also push them away? How does that make sense? How does it compute?

My friendship feels like a cycle of me fucking up, followed by trying too hard to win their affection back, then fucking up again. I want it too much. I am trying too hard.

But letting go feels like giving up.

And I don't want to give up.

"And I need to find a way to be happy, when I'm on my own." - Window Kid
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1y
Loneliness is a bitch.

No puns. Just something to get off my chest.
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The Vatican wants more transparency. Follow for more news from the Holy See-Through.
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who says they love you back? @loller10000 they do. <3
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The operation came with complications. I didn't take it lightly.
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I got an LED implanted in my chest. I'm trying to be more light-hearted.
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Out of context HKU quote it sure is chief
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I'd rather admit I'm not int-o them than stringing them along.
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I went on a double date with a float. Unfortunately, they weren't my type.
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To be a game designer, it is important to be level-headed.