Natalie :catbite: (@Natuwu)

Let me tell you, did they tell you what happens when you touch it? Did they tell you?
Let me tell you what happens when you touch it, let me tell you, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let-

In this part he begs his ex to let him be part of this process of growing up, of touching the painstar. He cannot let go of the idea of meaning something to his ex. He cannot live without a justification for living and just starts pathetically, emotionally begging his ex to let him mean something to them.